Orphanage

Even more disjointed than my previous dreams, this one is really short because when I woke up, I forgot half of the elements, so we'll analyze it. It has some elements that tie it to the other dreams.

For example: the lady of Bizet and a lady who lives in a tower (we call buildings with many floors "towers" because the others next to them are smaller), and I go from time to time to her house to hide, each time she does not notice me. I feel good in her house, moreover, she accumulates a lot of objects, I can hide with or explore the place. She is recurrent in my dreams except when it is a big nightmare. A big nightmare is when I'm extremely scared when I wake up or when it's sure that I'll die in the end, while a small nightmare is when I'm uncomfortable or I can get out of it without losing my life in the end.

Anyway, she lives in the same neighborhood as I do (though I've never been in her building) and her home and she reassures me a lot in my nightmares.

Let's start :

Wednesday, 03 August 2022 09:26 AM

It was a dream, which spoke of an orphanage, I had a friend who wanted to cross the walls (Wall that surrounds the city, not that the orphanage (she finally succeeded in the end with a boy)). There was still the house of the lady in Bizet, but this time she knew I was there, but took me for God. There was a hunter who followed me all the way because of my foolishness and my many escapes. I wanted to run away from the orphanage (only from the orphanage, not necessarily from the city), because ....

I don't know.

At the end, we had a war/competition between orphans. The spectators were the people of the town, the child who passes the contest should surely be adopted and get out of town.

So, we were all into it. There were racing events, chatting (the game) and lots more.

End of writing at 09:35.

I woke up not knowing the end of the story, who won, the winner won what?

Why were the spectators, who were numerous, without children and entertained themselves by watching us fight. In the end, I had to win the contest, did the hunter manage to catch me and that's why I woke up? Will my friend who managed to escape come back and try to help me?

As you can see, I woke up with not much memory and my dream was strangely short, while for me it had been hours. Let's try to analyze this (I want to say that my interpretation research comes mostly from the Internet) :

"Everything that appears in a dream is an image of the self".

Thus the dream always challenges us to progress.

Dreams tell us in a symbolic language what is behind an image, the representation of a memory to which a personal interpretation has been attached.

1. Dreaming of an orphanage:

Symbolizes having a bad reputation.

To dream of being an orphan and living in an orphanage :

You are complaining and feeling abandoned.

2. Hunter who... Hunting me :

The dream of being chased has nothing pleasant about it and it comes out of a deep anguish in the subconscious. The subconscious is trying to bring it to you in order to say something. It can be an anguish linked to your past or even dark areas that you would have repressed in your youth. The other meaning would also be that you try to flee oppression and that you do not feel free and that your life escapes you...

3. Entering a contest to win something uncertain :

To dream of a contest symbolizes rivalry, the spirit of competition, the success or failure of your projects. To dream of participating in a contest means that you feel the need to prove your worth to others. You show off your skills to find recognition in their eyes. You want to make sure that they have confidence in you and in your possibilities.

4. Dreaming that another person is running away (so my friend from the beginning who doesn't match anyone in real life) :

Seeing someone else run away means you are in conflict with the one you love (I don't love anyone LOL). Don't be afraid to make the decision that is in your heart (I do?).

5. The lady of the tower of Bizet :

I did not find anything for the lady of the tower, try you, to see if you can find an interpretation to this unknown and recurring lady in my dreams. Any debate in comments is welcome.

6. Spectators :

Same as the lady.

If I summarize, my dream "means" (because nothing is certain) :

The fact that I think I have a bad reputation and that I feel abandoned.

It alerts me that it could be an anguish linked to my past or even dark areas that I would have repressed in my youth. The other meaning could be that I am trying to escape from oppression and that I do not feel free and that my life is slipping away from me.

That I am competitive and that I have either had success or failure in one or more projects (surely, failure in view of the period in which the dream took place). Because of this, I have the need to prove to others my value and skills to find recognition in the eyes of people so that they have confidence in me and my abilities.

Basically, since I didn't feel loved and I didn't succeed in realizing my projects, I try to prove that I am useful in the eyes of people, to be loved again and not feel abandoned. My life has been slipping away from me since I failed so badly on an important project.

So much joy 🙃 .

Anyway, this concludes the dream.

Thank you for reading everything, have a good and pleasant day, I greet you, queen of the beggars, Rougui Coulibaly 🤗.